What a mistake you were. Everyone sure was right about you. My parents, my friends, my own damn conscience. You were just a bad guy from the beginning. You were the ultimate player, & you were extremely good at it! You broke up with me making me feel like I needed to change. You convinced me if we continued to act like we were dating, we would get back together. But now I know, you used me for sex. You kept that going for two months until one day you came over, “got it in”, left & that night you told me you had a girlfriend. Good job. You wanted to keep me on a string until you got your next girl, & you did. Fuck you.
We were babies. I was a baby. You were my first. My first real boyfriend. My first real partner. My first real love. & being that, you were the first real heart break. You stole everything - my innocence, my money, my time, my self respect, my virginity, my heart, my everything. I gave you money when you didn’t have anything to support yourself. I gave you a place to stay when you didn’t have anywhere to go. I gave you love when you didn’t have anyone else to turn too. I gave you everything a girl could possibly give a guy. What did you give me? You gave me insecurities. You made me feel as if I was never good enough. You gave me hatred. You showed me how much I didn’t mean to you every single day. You gave me infidelity. You cheated on me day in & day out. You showed me your power over my weakness. You consistently continued to hurt me, showing no remorse, know I would forgive you. Now you’re back & you’re fooling everyone with your charm & good looks, trying to put on a show as if you’re a good person. You make me sick.